ph                                     This Is Not Hallucination.                   - { crwn thy frnictr }



Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I, Have Betrayed You, When You Are Suffering. Know That.




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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

back from clarke quay. took pictures for Art 'N' Levels.
sat with muhaimin by the river. sharing problems to one an another
I can't wait for N levels to end. Jamming, Gigs, Recording.
firstly, recording. I'm going to record the 3 original songs.
bye.

(N Levels In A Few More Days)
hope to see you soon




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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Raya Outing 09


Raya Outing 15Raya Outing 14Raya Outing 3

Raya Outing 6PhotobucketRaya Outing 5

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Actually Alot More. I Am Lazy To Upload

For More, Go To Aisyah's Blog




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Friday, September 25, 2009

You Might As Well Kill Yourself, You Are Already Dead.




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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Today I'm The Luckiest Man Of The Day.

After School, Mr.Ong Suddenly Asked Me To Follow To The Office.
I Can Tell That It Is About My Hair Problem.
Because I Showed Off And Make My Hair Big Just Like 'The Cure'.
Walk And Walk. Almost Reached There. Suddenly I Heard Someone From Behind

Mr.Chui: eh that boy from 4A3 right I ask him to cut hair!

I Knew It Was Him I Quickly Went In The Office.
Found Out. Mr.Ho Was Also In The Office.

Mr.Ho: ah you you come come! your hair! say want to cut cut!

Totally Awesome. I'm Like 'What...The...Hell'
I Looked At Mr.Ong. He Just Smiled And Said

Mr.Ong: ya mr.chui this guy this guy.

Then I Went Speechless. Mr.Ho Quickly 'Pretend'
To Take The Comb And Scissors Trying To Threaten Me.
Mr.Chui Was Busy Talking Talking About My Hair In The Background.
I Surrendered And Told Them I Would Cut My Hair Tomorrow (Maybe =D)

I. GOT. OWNED.




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Monday, September 21, 2009

This Types Of Lyrics Are Mostly
Categorized In Gothic Metal Bands.


As thou await for the embrace of the poudrins
thou hear the roaring of a stormy wind
thou feel a gelid shiver deep within
as thou wonder what will this winter bring

The spectress of winter are rising
under the pale north star
mist benights the horizon
cold and arcane it appears

Hearken thy mournful euphony
when wintry tempest so furious sweep
sounds so majestic, a symphony
so enchanting a deep sonorous grief

Carry me o'mighty winter
to my desolate realm
where i shall narrate my tale of woe
my creed my unseemliness

the northern light above the murky skies
enchaning me it's so divine
as the winter nights slowly enlarges
snow conceals it's winther'd leaves

I'm thy winter fire
embrace thee with desire
always sorrounding thee
and enswathing thee

Yet it shall bloom
the mid'winter storm
that compels
the landscape to deform
embellishing in
the enchanting twilight
as the master of winter
evinces his might

Carry me o'mighty winter
to my desolate realm
where i shall narrate my tale of woe
my creed my unseemliness

The poudrins embrace my cold realm
so arcane but yet so gracious
it emerged in solemn splendour
so alluring and beyond divine


But even though some parts I don't understand
I really like how it was put in.
Like very dark, grim and sorrow.




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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya!
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!




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Friday, September 18, 2009

My Post Will Be Shorter And Shorter.
Due To Busy-ness.

Tonight, I Went To Band Nite.
Actually, I Performed. It Was Last Minute.
Just Played 1 Song.
She Will Be Loved By Maroon 5.
Mr.Heng On Vocals
Me And Mr.Salleh On Guitar.
Syafiq On Bass
Jabez On Acoustic
And Lastly The Most Fine Drummer, Alwee.
The Crowd Was Quite Enthusiastic. Mr.Heng Got Stage Presence.
Thanks For The People Who Supported Us With Real Enthusiasm.
Appreciate It :)

I Will Not Be Posting Frequently Any Time Soon.
But I Will Be Back After My 'N' Level Is Over.




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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Today Suck Like Fuck.
I'm Tired.




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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Today School Was Seriously Utter Crapness
The Only Subject We Study Was Chemistry.
Art = Did Some Research For N Levels
Social Studies = Free Period, Crap Around, Make Noise,
English = The Worst So Far.

During English, Around 15 Of Us Including Me Walk Around The School.
We Went To The Blue Block Toilet Located At Behind.
While Walking, Mrs Tan Siew Heng Saw Us :D
We Ignored And Just Walk Without Looking At Her.
Reached Toilet, Planned To Go Up To The 4th Story.
But Some Monkeys Went In The Toilet To Have Some Puffs.

Sadly, Mrs.Tan Siew Heng Spotted Us
And Shouted At Us To Return To The Class.
More Sadly, She Asked Everyone To Go Except Me.
I'm Like What The Fuck :D
Scolded And Lectured Me For Like 5 Minutes.
Saying That I'm The Only One Who Make Noise -_-
The Rest Laughed Their Asses Off.
Got Escotted By Her Back To The Class.

It Was Plain Stupid But I'm Proud.
Make Noise In Class. As Usual.


Anyway, I Just Came Back From Peninsula. Not Much Things.
Same Old Trendy Shit. I Didn't See Any Scenes People.
I Wonder Where They All Go.
Damn, I'm Looking Foward To Any Gigs As Possible.

I Can't Wait For Tomorrow's Hair Check =D




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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

I Just Came Back From School. I Was Really Tired.
Didn't Had Proper Sleep For This Past Few Days.
I Will Be Having A Maths Mock Test This Thursday.
Below Than 65, I'm Doomed. But Quite Good Actually.
I Had To Enter O.M.C. Ong Maths Club. Fucking Torture.
But Its Alright. It Can Help Me Pull My Results Effectively.
I'm Looking Foward To It =D

Currently Watching "Metal: A Headbanger's Journey"
Its A Documentary About How Heavy Metal Started.
It Starts Off From Heavy Metal, Influenced By The Early Blues And Classical
After Heavy Metal, Formed A New Genre Which Is
Punk, Hard Rock, Shock Rock And Power Metal.
And Then Formed Into Many More.

I Seriously Recommend This Documentary To The People
Who Just Knew About Metal Or Maybe Posers Don't Even Know
A Thing About Metal And Then Start Criticizing And Pintpointing
Things That They Don't Even Know. Such Ignorant People.

Especially, A Mainstream Universal Motherfucker Listeners.
Whenever They Heard Of Heavy Loud Music. They Will Just Say:

'Eh. Why You Listen To Heavy Metal Sia?'

or maybe

'Eh Stop La. Don't Listen To Black Metal'

or more worst

'Dont Listen To 'SATANIC' Songs Please'

Hahaha. I Find This Hillarious. They Don't Even Know A Thing.
Such, People Mistaken Screamo As Black Metal.
Some Even Worst. Mistaken My Chemical Romance As 'HARDCORE METAL'
There Is No Even Such Thing As 'Hardcore Metal'
I Prefer You Guys Go Listen To Your Disney's Untalented SellOuts
Like The Jonas Sisters Or Hannah Fucktana.

That Makes Me Wonder. Why 'Metal' Will Always Be Stereotyped And Condemened.
Whereelse, I Think Hip Hop Are Way More Violence Than Metal.
This Are All My Opinions. If You Have Any Objection, Sure Leave A Tag.
I Don't Care If You Want To Put Your Real Name Or Fake Name.
Lets Talk :D




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Monday, September 14, 2009

Today I Didn't Come To School Due To Some Family Problem.
Only My D.C Can Speak For Me.

I Heard Alot Of Stories Going On In School Today.
Quite Interesting, Especially My Name Being Called.
I'm Very Proud Of Myself Because I'm Good At Telling 'Stories'.
Thanks To Mrs.Tan Siew Heng, I Got That Title!
I'm Your Superstar :D

Anyway, I Dont Know Why But I Miss Mdm Radiah.
Ha,ha,ha. I Hope You Are Reading This.
And Im Being Honest, Im Quite Happy There Will Be No MT
Throughout By End Of This Year =D

Hari Raya Is In A Few Days More. Hope To Apologize To The People
Whom I Think They Deserve It, Like I Said.



Panadol + Coke = FUCK YOU!




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Sunday, September 13, 2009

I'm Currently Forming A New Band For Local
Anyone Interested?
Genre Would Be Death Metal / Hardcore / Progressive.
Must Have Interest In That Type Of Music

Band Influences: The Black Dahlia Murder, Suicide Silence, Neaera, Underneath The Gun
Local Influences: Every Rage I Seek, Straight Forward, Shadows Of Miasma, Mesmara

Vocalist (Death Vocals) And Lead Guitarist Are Filled.
Im Currently Finding A Solid Heavy Artillery Drummer
And A Brutal Bass Guitar Player.

I Will Start To Arrange Everything After 'N' And 'O' Levels.
Will Be Performing At Our Local Gig/Shows.
Anything, Just Pm Me.


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Today, The Whole Day I Stay At Home Doing Nothing.
Didn't Have Enough Sleep. Tomorrow School Started Already.
1 Thing I Like. No More English, MT And Social Studies Lesson!
I Will Be Focusing On Other Subjects. Especially Maths and Science.
Art Will Be A No Problem. Geography Seems Fine. Just Need Some Last Revision

I Haven't Finish My Maths Homework. Will Be Doing It Later.
I Have 2 Free Tickets Of The Movie 'Gamer'. Anyone Wanna Tag Along?
The Tickets Are Only Permitted To The Cathay Only. I Guess.

_|_




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Saturday, September 12, 2009

Today Is Fuck Day To Me
Because I Love To Say Fuck
I Don't Care If You're My Mother
Or My Motherfucking Father.

People Kept Spitting And Humiliating Me But I Don't Care
Because I Feel That They Had Wasted Their Time On Doing So
Just To Show My Existence

Hari Raya Is Coming Soon. I'm Looking Forward To It Because
I Would Love To Ask For Apology To The People Whom I Think
They Deserve It. Ah Yes, It's Been A While Since I Last Listen
To My Favourite Band. Murderdolls! Horror Punk/Glam Metal.
Insane Band! Check Them Out!





Latest Info:
I Will Not Be Performing For Buskers Anymore (Retired)
And Also I Couldn't Perform For Band Nite Due To
Some Crucial Reasons.

Indonesia’s Premier Alternative Pop Band NIDJI
Live In Singapore @ Zirca, SG.
17th September.
Ticket Pre-Sale $35
Ticket Door $40
Door Will Be Open 7pm Onwards
We Have Our Local Bands Supporting
Like The Fire Fight And Audiocean!
Do Come Down And Support!




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I miss Gigs
I miss Headbanging
I miss Moshpit
I miss Wall Of Death
I miss The Devil's Horns
I miss Steel Toe Boots
I miss Chain and Studs
I miss Band T-Shirt
I miss Leather Jacket
I miss City Hall


I Want To Go Back To My Sec 2 Life!




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A Cold War Has Ended.
I Decided To Put Everything Down.




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Friday, September 11, 2009

I Could Not Understand The Society
Because The Society Could Not Understand Themselves.

I Am Quite Puzzled By Teenage Boy-Girl Relationship. The Couples Like To Vandalize School's Property (E.g. Tables) Just To State Who They Love. I, In The Otherhand, Would Mix Up Their Names Or Change It To Mine. As A Result Of That, They Got Embarrassed From Their Own Doings. Luckily There Is Another Guy With The Same Name As Mine To Cover Me Up If They Were To Find Me.

Being Single Is The Best Choice For Now. I Get To Save Money, Freedom To Do All The Stupid Things And Enjoy Looking At NetBall Girls Playing With Their FBTs. I Ever Tried To Get A Girlfriend Few Years Ago Due To Peer Pressure And Being Naive. Thank God I Backed Up Or Else I Would Have No Life And Text Dumb Messages.


An Example:

"IMY♥"
(*10 Years Later, "Oi! Don't Know How To Call Me?!")

"I Will Fetch You To School Later ;D"
(*20 Years Later, "Go Home Yourself I'm Busy")

"Have You Eaten? :)"
(*30 Years Later, "Stop Eating, You Have Grown Fatter")

* Your Experience May Differ.

I Am Sure That These Are Familiar To Many People Of The Society But They Would Deny Doing These.

I Don't Find The Purpose Getting Into A Relationship Like How The Society Are. Majority Seek Beauty, But Will That Lust Last? Most Seek Popularity But Will It Expose Your Shame When It Turned Ugly? I Am Aware That I Will Get Into A Relationship But Hopefully Not Similar To The Society.

All In All, I Would Conclude That The Society Do Not Understand The Real Meaning Of Relationship And Mostly Themselves. This Is Partially Due Too Much Fantasize Of Lovey Dovey T.V Shows. Let Me Tell The Society Something, Life Is A Fairy Fail Not Fairy Tale. The Thing Which Pissed Me Most Is When Teenage Or Even Adults Made Stupid Decision To Have Sexual Intercourse Due To Lust.

Quoted From 'Mr.Mary'




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Define 'TrendyWankers'

-People With No Sense Of Originality.
-Use Or Wear It Without Any Knowledge.
-Poseurs And Followers.
-Keep Switching Trends When New One Comes.
-Think That It Is Cool Or Peer Pressure By Switching Trends.
-Confused, Insecure And Ignorant About Their Surroundings.




Latest Info:

ChunkFest @ Marina Barrage on Saturday 12/09/09, 2pm to 9.45pm.
Gibson Guitar Battle!
We Have Jack and Rai performing!
With 7 underground local bands!
Do come down and support the 8 finalist guitarist showing off their skills
For the Guitar Battle Competition!




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Friday, September 4, 2009

Mood: Lethargic
Listening: Eternal Silence by Phantasmagoria
Eating: -
Drinking: Green Tea

Hello People!

Sorry if I didn't update for a while. I've been busy. N levels is really coming nearer and nearer. Getting nervous. This coming Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday. English, MT and Social Studies paper. I'm seriously worried about Social Studies because recently I got 8/25 for Prelim. Hmm. Gotta make a comeback. I am going to aim A1 for my MT. Confident right? Hahaha. Yesterday I had buskers corner. Mr.Salleh last minute couldn't perform. We lost for a while as we didn't fully prepare. So the buskers ended up a fun one. We played 5 songs. Thanks to Dinie,Hakim and Amirul for covering up. It ended at 2.45pm. I guess this buskers took the longest time for this year.

Oh ya I also went to Dance Nite. It was fantastic. I really love the fajar dance group. It was full of energy. One of the guy kinda inspire me. Only some people know who. After dance nite, went to starbucks again with Syafiq and Radzi.

Today, I break fast with friends at Al-Azhar. Reached there at 6.30pm. 1 by 1 came in. While waiting for the food, we talk and crap around. Talk and Talk. Check the time. Break fast already. End at 7.45pm we went to Beauty World walk around and Harun decided to play pool. Booked 2 table. We didn't play seriously. Finished at 8.30pm around there we went back home. Majority lives at Bukit Panjang so I'm the only one who took the bus 67 home. Others took the bus 184. And reached chua chu kang at 9.30. Walk around at Lot 1. Bored. Decided to go home and here I am.

Anyway, I will upload all the buskers videos even the past2 ones at youtube. I will tell you the link soon. Ok till here. Gotta go! Takecare!

Kniz Loves You <3




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Myself
x Kniz
x 31.01.93
x Random At Will
x Different & Unique
x I Believe In Individuality
x I Love Not To Be Serious

Music
Title: Silent Knight
Artist: Versailles
Genre: Visual-Kei/
             Symphonic Metal




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